{-anak dan ibubapa-}

{-anak dan ibubapa-}

the day before yesterday..my housemates(kak tie..nisah and dilla) and I watched this movie called "janji seorang anak" at youtube..(biasa la..dah abis exam..time ni la nak tgk citer..huhu)memang memberi pedoman betul la citer tu..then we went thinking that before this have we promised to our parents something and we forgot about it??or we just say something but our parents take it as a promised??(kadang-kadang anak ni tak sedar apa yang telah diperkatakan sebenarnya telah memberi harapan buat ibubapa)..*sigh*

then these question keep on crawling at my brain..

1)ada ke anak yang sanggup tak mengaku ibu bapanya??(kadang dia tak sedar..tapi dia telah melakukan..)

2) have i once done it?(mana la tau tengah buat-buat lawak..tetibe tanpa sedar)..nauzubillah..

3)ada ke anak yang sanggup menyakiti ibubapanya dengan memukul atau sebagainya?(sebab kalau tak..takkan dia buat cerita tu..mesti la pernah terjadi)..nauzubillah

4)have i once promised my parent then i forgot about it??

Allah Subhana wa taala will show everything..who we are when we were alive during@ before@after sakaratul maut(death)..some of us when were alive we did something exposure like bagi sedekah depan org ramai or buat solat sunat tapi ade terdetik dalam hati "haa..br ko tau sape aku"..(nauzubillah)..memang di mata orang ramai mulia..tapi bagaimana pula depan mata Allah subhana wa taala??and some of us did something sinful but nobody knows about it..but always remember..Allah knows everything..he sees everything..dan ape yang kita buat didunia ni akan terzahir ketika kita mati..tu yang ade kita dengar kain kapan tak cukup..takde org nak uruskan jenazah..mati dalam keadaan aib..tanah kubur tak cukup dan sebagainya..nauzubillah..


back to the story..

the ending anak dia tu mati seksa sgt..teringat lak dia ckp.."mak..mintak ampun..sakit mak.."

because before that he asked his mother for her land title certificate(satu-satunya harta yang tinggal)..he wanted to sell it since he owe "ah-long" some money..(tu laa kawen x ckp mak..pastu idup nk best jer..)..her mother tak bagi...then he forced his mother to give the certificate..her mother hide it..tp entah macam mane dia jumpa plak..(time tu mak dia sakit..)..pastu entah mcm mane(tgk la cite tuh..)..huhu..pastu dia gi pijak mak dia..Lailaha ilallah..

if we look at Al-quran in surah Al-isra' ayat 23

"And your Lord has decreed that you not worship except Him, and to parents, good treatment. Whether one or both of them reach old age [while] with you, say not to them [so much as], "uff," and do not repel them but speak to them a noble word. "

cube tgk..nak berkata "uff" atau "ah" pada parent pon tak bole..ni nak sepak terajang diorg..

and in surah al-luqman ayat 14

"And We have enjoined upon man [care] for his parents. His mother carried him, [increasing her] in weakness upon weakness, and his weaning is in two years. Be grateful to Me and to your parents; to Me is the [final] destination. "

so hargai la ibubapa anda..mohonla kemaafan dari mereka..pada yang dekat atau yang tinggal bersama ibubapa..hargailah..kasihilah mereka seperti mana mereka mengasihi kita sewaktu kita kecil sehingga kita dewasa kerana kita tak tau sama ada kita atau mereka yang akan pergi dahulu dan ketika itu kita akan menyesal..

{-mabrouk 'awasyir-}

{-mambrouk 'awasyir-}


yay..!!dah abis exam..huhu..so..like i've promised lastweek that i'm gonna write something about aidiladha in morocco..alhamdulillah this year rezeki kiteorg murah rezeki sikit..we've got 2 kibas(salah satu jenis kambing)..one of them was given by my ustaz(subject first semester) and the other one en.khairul punye kawan kasi...here are some pictures during sembelihan raya haji..

moroccans called aidiladha as "eid kabir" which is more happening than aidilfitri..unlike us malaysian..we'll celebrate aidilfitri more than aidiladha..(so terbalik sikit la)..almost all moroccans do the "slaughteration"..(since that it's kinda hard to find those who didn't sembelih haiwan ternakan and sedekah-salah satu tanda kiamat ni..tiba satu masa apabila kita mencari orang untuk disedekah tetapi tidak menjumpainya~ada dalam riwayat muslim..but i've forgot the asnad~)

what is a bit different with malaysian is they do the slaughteration on their roof..(bumbung diorg bukan yg mcm msia tu..dia punye mcm lapang gitu..sini la tempat kami sidai baju)
before they slaughter the kibas..they will put some henna on the goat's head and eye-liner on the goat's eye..(mcm pengatin plak..tp ni semua adat je)..then give about a hand-full of grain to the goat to eat..
kepala kibas ni diorg bakar..ikutla..kadang2 jadi lauk makan dengan kus-kus..

so on that day..everybody celebrate it with joy and happiness..Allhamdulillah masih dpt merasa nikmat ni..

[-take a break-}

{-take a break-]


finishing my last final papers..4 papers to go..sorry i didn't update regarding hari raya aidiladha like i've promised lastweek..really wanted to do so..but not enough time..sorry..

{-auch-)

{-auch..-}

to take care everybody's feeling..i re-update this entry into something more mature..whatever it is i was kinda mad 'that' day..plus with what supposed to be done can't be done..to one of this "fellow"..for your info..my mommy always came to my blog and read my entries..she will know everything about stuff that happened..sometimes i don't have spare times to chat with her..that's why i created this blog..for my mommy..and plus..she is my everything..my bestfriend..my king..my queen..she knows every single thing about me..i shared everything with her..same as my sister..so do have a problem with that??

kadang-kadang..org ni ada macam-macam jenis..yang kita tak cari pasal dengan dia..tp dia plak yg cari pasal dengan kita..so like i said before in one of my previous entry..kekuatan orang Islam terletak pada sabarnye..

فاصبر صبرا جميلا

(surah al-ma'arij ayat 5)

(biasala..org melayu kan cepat melatah..huhu)

sorry you guys..insyaAllah tomorrow i'll update regarding what happened during raya aidiladha in morocco..seriously totally different with malaysia..

{-fuh..!!-}

{-fuh..!!-}


fuhh..at last my darling brain can take a break for a while..pity him..non-stop reading and memorising..since last monday till last tuesday..non-stop..(SUNDAY pon ade exam..!!)..this semester is a bit harsh for me since i need to cover 2 semesters..first semester and the third semester..and total subjects is 13..so 23 papers..(mid-sem and finals..)..since that i need to give up more of my fav habbits like sleep..watching movies..window shopping..and change it to read..read..and read..(tapi ade je curi2 online..mana taknye..pecah otak ni nanti..)..

when i arrived to morocco and study here..i start to appreciate and cherish Ilm and knowledge..yerla..dulu time kat Malaysia berlajar ade buku..bila kat sini mana ade buku..dengar je lecturer ckp..then lecturer bagi ape sumber rujukan..so kite gi beli or cari buku sendiri..tak pon gi library cari ape yg kene-mengena dengan bab or tajuk ape yg lecturer ajar..sometimes make sad faces and ask my arabian friends for their notes..but Alhamdulillah few of my lecturers which are kind-hearted,handed out their silibus..mcm my fav lecturer ustaz bukhari..!!hehe..he teaches Usul feqh and he is sOo concerned about malaysian student..(yerla..klu mcm den ni haa..dah la ckp arab pon tunggang langgang..)..beside that..i started to appreciate Ulama'-ulama who was striving hard searching the ilm and spread it to the others..(tabarakallah alaihum)..yerla..dulu kalau buku2 yg ade muqaddimah tak heran pon..tak baca lansung pasal biodata org tu..skrg dah jadi macam satu perkara wajib..patutla dulu my Ustaz ckp..klu nak baca buku, baca la dari kulit ke kulit..!!mule-mule dulu tak faham..skrg baru tau..

hurm..for the past few days..i've made a research and already found the answers..it's regarding phenomena during examinations..

1) if somebody came up to you and said that your face is chubbier than before..don't worry because it's maybe you're brain have no space and let the stuff that you've memorised goes to your cheeks or to all over your face..

2)if you gain weight during examinations..don't worry..it's maybe because your brain got heavier and bigger since you've read a lot..

3) if suddenly your appetite gets bigger..don't worry because your brain also needs food..!!

{-exam..exam..exam..-}

{exam..exam..exam..-}

ok..starting this week till the week after raya aidiladha is my final exam...waaa..takut maa..!!so..the updating blog thingy will be stopped for a while..(maybe stop until rayahaji..then update..then x update balik..sebab raya haji kat sini best woo..!siap cuti 5 hari lagi..kihkihkih..)..ish..time fly by so fast..now i'm in the third semester..(tu pon nak exam dah...)then 4 semester to go..uih..(lg 2 thn je nak blk msia..kejapnye..!) so... wish me luck..!!seriusly..when it comes to exams..i will feel this unconfident thing on my head..(maybe fobia ape yg jd sem satu dulu kot..)..takpe2..!!daku boleh..!!hiyark..!!korg semua tulun doakan yer..so..see you guys after exams..!!(erk..salah pulak..see you guys time raye haji nnt..insyaAllah..)

{-congratulations-}

{-congratulations...!!-}

to one of my friend who just get married last august..diorg tak buat kenduri lagi coz x sempat..diorg dah kene gi moscow dah..anyway..congratulations..!!andie..semoga murahkan rezeki..diberi anak banyak2..!!and semoga diberkati Allah sepanjang hayat..!



andie is actually same age as me..19..her husband is also 19..both of them is continuing their studies in Moscow..amik medic..so before they went..they akad nikah dulu..(hurm..bagus jugak..mcm tak sangka je minah ni dah kawen...hr tu baru je tgk gmbar time f3..time nakal2 dulu..)anyway..mambruk 'alaiha..


haa..lps ni turn sape plak??

{-arghhh..!-}

{-yuhuu..!-}


hehe..kan last thursday my lecturer didn't come on my presentation then yesterday she said..

"ismahliya liannani lam ati fi yamn khamis al-madhi 'ala sabab al-jaw wa duyuf atau 'indi..ismahliya bizzaff..=i'm sorry because i'm absent last thursday because the weather was wet and there was guests at my house..i'm so sorry"

me (shocked..!!what??a teacher said sorry??weird..but cool though..hehe)
la' ustazah..masyi musykil..=no..no problem

lecturer : walakin wash dirti ard diyalik? (bahasa pasar) tapi klu bahasa arab fushah(classic) walakin hal qumti 'arduki?= but have you presented your presentation?

me : na'am

lecturer : mizyan = marvelous..(she smiles..i was soooo shocked..because she was known as the most fierce lecturer..dengan dia ni jgn r main-main..ade yg melalak nanti)

me : syukran ustazah..

lecturer : izan..uktubi li arduki wa a'tini hu..sorfi?= if that so..please write it for me and pass it up..ok?

me : insyaAllah..syukran ya ustazah

lecturer : al-'afu = you're welcome (you also can use 'afwan)

waaa...mcm mimpi la..mungkin ini la dinamakan rahmat mengulang..actually i have to repeat my first semester's subject..because there was a little problem with my marks..suddenly my mid-term paper was missing so they don't know how much i get..so automatically my final on that subject have a little bit problems..(sebab satu subjek ada masalah..kene ulang 4 subject..)..there was another problem with my other subject..tak cukup 0.4 markah..so x lulus..huhu..so this semester i have to study 13 subjects..(six subjects from the first semester)..penaaat sangat2..tu yang exam tak menentu..

at first i was so sad..then my ustaz said.."redha..nanti akan ketemu manisnya...ada beza antara pasrah dan redha..jika kita pasrah..kite akan mempersoalkan apa yang telah diutuskan tapi jika kita redha..kita akan memikirkan bahawa setiap ape yang Allah utuskan itu adalah yang terbaik buat kita"..

Allah once told in the holy Al-quran in surah Al-baqarah ayat 153 : O who have believed,seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient "

if we look back at the ayat, Allah said "ya ayyuhal lazina amanu" means for those who are muslim that believed in Allah..(because there are also muslim but don't believe in him..)..if we think for a minute..why Allah didn't said "ya ayyuhan nas" means to everybody which is muslim or non-muslim.. there are differences between "ya ayyuhan nas" and "ya ayyuhal lazina amanu"


"ya ayyuhal lazina amanu" (ayat which starts with this phrase is after the light of Islam came..mostly it is dedicated to the believer)

"ya ayyuhan nas" (ayat which starts with this phrase is before the light of Islam came and dedicated to the non-believer)

ok..back to the ayat..yes..the non-muslim can be patient but the muslim have their own strenght that is prayers..and this ayat is specially dedicated to the muslims..to be strong on everything.. and always remember that Allah is always with us..

Allah also told in surah Al-tallaq ayat 7 "Allah will bring about, after hardship,ease"..

don't get fed-up..because sometimes we don't see it(the ease)..but if we sit back and relax..and think(muhasabah).. insyaAllah..we can see it..hidup ini penuh dengan hikmah..like myself..seriously..i really wanted to learn tajwid..but to find the real sheikh is a bit hard since i'm a girl..(klu laki takpe la..bole gi umah diorg..tak pon bole talaqqi terus..)..then tetibe sem ni..kebetulan ade subject tu..dah la takyar bayar..dengan ustazah pulak tu..dia betulkan makhraj huruf..mmg best la..rahmat mengulang..pastu my lecturer lebih syg..(teacher's pet..huhu)..and byk lagi la..dan yang paling penting..ilmu tu lebih difahami..subhanallah..

so..bersabarla..dan berdoa kerana ia senjata orang mukmin..

{-aduh..!-}

{-aduh..!-}

today i have exam..!arghhhh..!!just imagine..exam on saturday..!!!nasib baik subjek hadith..(my favourite subject)..wish me luck..!i really inspire him(my lecturer)..he afford to memorised lots of hadith and matan(poem that related to the subject which is a must to memorise it if you want to know about that subject)..in every subject there will have there own matan..and avery matan the will have many book that explain about the matan..like for hadith..there will be matan arba'in nawawi(this matan includes 40 hadith-which i need to memorised it..huhu)..then matan baiquniah..matan as-suyuti..matan alfiyah al-iraqi..and lots more..(banyak weh..)..and my lecturer memorised them all...fuyoooo..he also memorised matan from other subjects like Arabic and many more..(ya Allah..besarnye otak dia..nak tukar jap la..)..

adam..mak ude miss dia la..!!dah besar dah budak kecik ni..hari tu tengok dia kat webcam..dah bole mamah mak dia punye laptop..ish3..

{-hurm..-}

{-hurm-}

ok..yesterday..i did the presentation..it went well..erm..not well..but a little bit under the status of well..huhu..maybe my classmates have no choice but just to hear on what i'm mumbling around..huhu..seriously..time was so tight..i wish that in one day have 48hours..in that same week i have exams plus with the classes..so time was not enough at all..seriously..i was unprepared..so yesterday..i just present what i know..to translate it into Arabic is quite difficult..(memang main bantai je baca semalam..baris huruf pon main redah je..huhu..)..but yesterday my lecturer didn't come..so i just present it without the teacher..(bile lagi nak jd cikgu..hehe)..so at the end..i asked to my classmates..is there any question??..there was just silence..(waa..gudgirl n boy r sume..)about 10 sec later i said "assukutu 'alamatul redha" silence is the sign of acceptable and approval..hehe..(suke2 aku je)..so that's it..(fuh..lps dah presentation tu lega betul..but what scares me right now is if the lecturer said that she want to see a perform the presentation once again IN FRONT OF HER..mak ai..)

{-wow..!-}

{-wow..!-}

as i was reading some bulletin on my profile at a web called "myspace"..suddenly i found a bulletin which was so interesting..about our beloved prophet muhammad {may peace be upon him}..how he can stand with the people around him treating him as if he has no feeling..seriously..he is my hero..how he tried to spread Islam..but pity him..because some of the Muslim don't even care about his sacrifice..if we looked back through his history..where by people keep on threatening him..wanted to kill him..every of his single step been followed..been cursed by his own uncle..(ish..memang hebat la dia bole tahan semua tuh..)..so if we hear his name (just to show our love)..don't forget to selawat..


erk..one more thing..i'm right now doing a research on surah At-takwir..the forth surah in juzuk amma..i'm going to do a presentation on Thursday..seriously..i'm so scared..first time doing a presentation in front of all Moroccans..(ish..dah la cakap bahasa arab..mati aku..!!)..wish me luck..insyaAllah if i have time..i'll publish my research on this lovely blog of mine..huhu

{-the banana story-}

{-the banana story-}

hurm..yesterday i have exam..mid-term..finals maybe going to be nextweek..so this month is a killer month for me..the gab between mid-term test and finals examination is only about 2 to 3 weeks..(depends on the lecturer)...sometimes the unexpected examination can give me a heart-attack..ish..ish..ish..so right after my paper yesterday,chip and i went to the supermarket(acima) to buy some of our house's stuff..while i was choosing and putting the groceries into the troly..suddenly i saw a bunch of yellow,yummy, ripe bananas..so straight away..i took them and hand it to the cashier..guess what??5 biji bananas cost me about 11 dirhams, convert to malaysian ringgit is about rm8!!!waaa..mahalnye..patutnye pisang ni la yang dinamakan "pisang emas"..huhu..wish me luck for my exams..!!seriously i'm so scared..!!

so at the same time..me and my roommates have a new motto..(since everybody has put on weight..except chip..she is decreasing..hurm..weird...).."kami anti lemak..!!"or "we hate fat..!"..huhu..so anybody has a diet tips for beginners??

{- a long trip-}

{-a long trip-}

" Ya Allah..dah bersawang dah blog ni..ish..ish..ish..,"kata tuan punye blog

wow..it's been a long weekend for me..where there was the orientation for the new students..with the unexpected examination(need to be ready always) and so..as i've told on my previous entries..my lecturers love to do surprises..like last week..my junior..it was their first class for this semester(sbb diorg datang lambat sangat semester ni)..then the lecturer suddenly do an exam..pity them..fuh..cuak jugak ni..

Last Saturday..i went to Casablanca..seriously like Bukit Bintang in KL..!!waa..really miss malaysia..!!actually i was sending my juniors to their house..just to show them where is their house and help them to do some cleaning..i want to stay a bit longer actually..but chip said that kak pah wanted to give a ride home..(yerla..tumpang org..kene ikut je la..)..their faces was so gloomy when i said that i want to go home already..(aduih..saje je wat org susah nak tinggalkan diorg)..hehe..seriously they were just like my younger sisters..(eventhough i don't have one..)..the "Casablancas" (i called my junior that since they lived there) was the closest to us since they stay at our house the longest..(2 weeks..) where the other junior just stay about 5days(hehe..x ingat plak brp hari)..anyway,after leaving their house, we(kak pah,abg din,chip and me) went to the city for a while..kak pah wanted to buy something..hehe..i also bought a new watch form myself..(dah lama x pakai jam..brand omega lagi..tapi harga rm20 je..huhu)..here in morocco,we(my housemate and i) are chasing for the cheap stuff..since everything is so extremely expensive..like if we buy something..we will compare the price to see who will get the best bargain..hehe..sorry no picture today..seriously i need to kumpul duit to buy a new camera..last time i had my phone to take pictures..but now i just use my eyes to picture everything that i see..(knp la camera mahal sgt ..)

{-tiredtiredtired-}

{-tiredtiredtired-}

last sunday..aunty pipah invite the ladies and few of the male student to her house for a tahlil..it's for her son..he passed away when aunty pipah just arrived about 3 months in morocco..uncle salim just got shifted from washington..her late son was trying to help her niece because there was few guys kacau-kacau the girl..then her son was beaten up by the guys real hard until he passed away..but till now..aunty pipah don't know who beat his son until death..*sigh*

i called my mother..windu sama mak kite..siap mimpi2 lagi..hehe..that's why..alang2 update blog sekali la..sorry if i take time to update since right now i'm soooo busy...with the assignments and the exam is coming up..(ish..baru je start sem..tibe2 nak exam dah..waa...!!!)..at first one of my lecturer said.."for your mid-sem test..please read the whole book from abu zahrah entitle usul feqh"...so i and the rest of my classmate bought that book..(siap berebut-rebut lagi kat kedai buku)..at last..yesterday..he told us like this.."for your mid-sem test please do me a summary of al-adillatul humumah..15 days from now.."..i was like..what????(dahla nak baca buku abu zahrah tu yg sepatutnye amik masa setahun dia suruh baca dalam masa sebulan..den ni dah la melayu belacan..mana reti sgt BA tu..huhu..nak fahamkan lagi..sabar je la..)..then add up with my other lecturer..asking us to do an assignment regarding kitab mustasfa from imam ghazali..waaa..susahnye sem ni..!!tu campur dgn kene hafal 2 juzuk ayat alquran..campur lagi 40 hadith and matan baiquniah..waa...!!!ade lagi sebulan je ni..

but the good news is..my mommy said.."why don't you buy a new handphone?"
so i said.."nevermind..i'll just use the old one"
mak : takpe la..beli je la yang baru..
me : kalau org nak beli yang ada camera bole tak??
mak : takpe..beli la..
me : betul ke ni??tapi...duit cukup2 je nak bayar sewa umah bulan depan..
mak :erm..tengok la..dah abis ke duit??
me : hehe..erm..xdela..ade sikit2 je..takpe la..handphone can wait..(ish..ade ke patut ckp mcm ni..huhu)
mak : so okla kalau macam tuh..

so..yay..! i can buy a new one..but then i don't want to buy a handphone..but i want to buy a camera..bole main tangkap2 gambar..hehe...xpela..klu lulus sem ni..as a prize for myself..a brand new camera..!!

{-another day-}

{-another day-}

lupe plak nak cite..i've become a senior already..!few of my juniors have arrived last monday(the day i've lost my handphone)..they were from kelantan and pahang(which one of them is my cousin)..dah tak bole nakal-nakal..hukhukhuk..at the meantime they are staying at my house..(so kene bangun awal..x bole lepak depan pc lama2..huhu..and banyak lagi perkara kene bend..hehe..)this year,they sent more female student than the male..insyaAllah nextweek,students from selangor,terengganu,penang will arrive..waaa..nnt ramai la citizen malaysia kat morocco ni..

{-sad..sad..sad..}

{-sad..sad..sad..-}

sorry for the late update because i'm not in the mood on surfing internet these past few days since my handphone got stolen..but yet..nevermind..maybe it's a test from Allah to make me stronger and be more patient..but what makes me feel so sad is i bought that handphone with my own salary..it takes me three month of work to get that gadget..at the meantime i'm using this..at first i refused to use any phone..but my housemates said that it would be easier if i have one ..like for instance in emergency cases...(eceh..)..or whatever...just praying and hoping that the thief will regret and stop stealing and pick-pocketing others..kesian pada mangsa-mangsa yang akan datang..semoga dia insaf dan cuba untuk mencari rezeki yang halal..aminnn...

{-Eid Mubarak Said 3-}

{-Eid Mubarak Said-}

the third day of raya...

eventhough that night we were so tired..but still make an afford to go to the Malaysian Student Association in Morocco's gathering...(ececehh..)..the event starts at 11 a.m..aunty pipah came to fetch us up since she was so pity on us and wondering how should we bring the big periuk to Kenitra by train..(dah la girls yang nak bawa periuk tu ke sane..pakai baju raya pulak tu...huhu..)..then she said nevermind..she'll try to come early and go with us to kenitra..yay!!..again the day was saved..hehe..(pocket money pon saved jugak..huhu)..hehe..first time from rabat to Kenitra by car..normally we will take the train..actually by bus is more cheaper but by train is more comfortable and save..(yerla..like i've said before moroccan drivers are...erm..horrible..-the best word-)..the event was so cool..have nasyid..karaoke..hehe..(guys cube mencungkil bakat-bakat tersepit mereka)..the food was marvelous..got kuah kacang..nasi minyak..soto..nasi himpit..rendang..seriously.. like Malaysia..huhu..

{-Eid Mubarak Said 2-}

{-Eid Mubarak Said 2-}

the second day of raya...

that morning..we just sit and relax because that night we need to cook for the day after since the next day is the openhouse for malaysian student..so nak kumpul tenaga..yerla..dah openhouse student..student la yang kene masak..hehe..ladies just need to prepare "soto" and kuih raya...the rest..the men will take care of it..because the amount of girls here is sooo few..about 11 of us..actually there were about 21 of us(seluruh morocco)..but then 10 of them is still in malaysia spending their holidays..yg leceh-leceh depa bagi kat budak perempuan suruh buat..huhu..

then after maghrib, Pangeran Brunei invited us to his house..for raya celebration..Aunty Noriah(the pangeran's wife) cooked everything..ketupat..kuah kacang..crab soup..nasi minyak..daging pindang..sweet sour fish and other yummy food..just imagine..the occasion was from morning till night..how is she able to cook a big amount of food that day..seriously..those who open a catering company is so terer la..!!me..i'm only afford to cook for less than 10 people..itu pun taste dah lari..kihkihkih..kene amik kursus ni bile balik msia..hehe..


then about 10 p.m..we went back home..so tired..but cannot sleep yet..a big thing has to be done first..xle tdo selagi soto tak masak..!!we start from the leceh2 stuff like carik 5kg isi ayam..then goreng su-on..potong sayur..subuh br siap..huhu..then after subuh we start with preparing the soup..huhu..mengantuk..nak tidoo...!!

{-Eid Mubarak Said-}

{-Eid Mubarak Said-}



the firstday of raya...

the firstday of raya was kinda sad at first because i thought that our embassador will invite us to his house to perform the solat aidilfitri but then there were a little mix up and unconfirm programme during the raya..because on that day everybody wanted to do openhouse..at last makan di umah sendiri je..huhu..(kaktie-my housemate cooked mee sup..sedaaaaapppppp) then later that afternoon Kak pah called and said that actually the firstday of raya is at her house..so kami pon ape lagi..siap2 pakai wangi2..(sebenarnye memang dah wangi..tapi nak wangikan lagi..hehe) and away to her house..but before going to her house..my housemate and i salam each other and ask for forgiveness..(sedih wooo..yerla..ni je keluarga yang ada kat sini..)..

then about 3p.m my girl friends from mohamedia arrive at our house..(balik kampung..)..guess what..??they baked about 8 types of cookies..(terer kan diorg)..we were so suprised when they came to Rabat and bring huge tupperware filled with cookies..yay..!!ade mazola,kuih tart nanas,chocolate chip cookies,almond london, butter cookies, sarang semut,kuih arab, chocolate cookies..(memang rumah kami byk la kuih raya..)..mix with the one that we've made..semperit..cornflake madu,cornflake permata cookies,shortbread cookies and cornflake mix with kacang2 and almond..(i don't know what it's name...huhu)..bykkan??who says that raya kat perantauan tak meriah??hehe...


then after maghrib..our embassador invited us to his house..on the way to his house i was sesat..(malu betul..org Rabat bole sesat..sedangkan selalu gi umah duta..kehkehkeh..)..then about 10 o'clock..aunty pipah ajak tumpang kereta dia..balik umah..(nasib baik..xyah nak bayar tambang taxi..save duit raya..hehe)

{-busybusybusy-}

{-busybusybusy-}

yay..!today is holiday..!until the 3rd of syawal..(alaa..kejap je cuti..)..anyway..yesterday as me and my housemate hanging out watching a new movie that been uploaded by hang19 at youtube title "kayangan"..suddenly kak pah called..(kak pah works at the malaysian embassy)..she said..can we help her to bake some cookies for raya??

kak pah: assalamualaikum..girls..korg sibuk ke??kak pah nak mintak tolong buat kuih raya ni..tapi kak pah bayar la kat korg..kire macam korg jual kat kak pah la..bole ke??

me : waalaikumsalam..kejap yer kak pah..sy tanye diorg..

we : so korg..mcm mane nih??nak ke xnak??..(x capai kata sepakat lgi coz tgh concentrate tgk cite kayangan)

me: erm..mcm ni la kak pah..kami bincang dulu macam mane yer..kak pah nak dalam berapa biji??

kak pah : erm..sebab duta pon nak order dari korg..dia kata..dia bayar..bole tak..dalam 100biji..3 jenis..kak pah pon nak macam tuh..

me: haa??kirenye sorg nak 300 biji??mak ai..nnt la kami bincang macam mane..sebab takut tak sempat je..hari ni dah hari rabu..raye insyaAllah hari sabtu..

kak pah : (dengan suara sedih) erm..xpela kalau korg xle buat mcm tu..buat utk duta je..kak pah dapat 50 biji pon xpe..

me : (sebak pulak) takpe la kak pah..kami cube..tapi kami x janji la..sebab takut tak sempat..ni..persatuan ni pon bagi tau lambat..budak2 persatuan pon mintak kiteorg buatkan kuih..

kak pah: ikutla..tapi terima kasih tau..

-end-

because before this kak pah asked chip once about this..but she didn't said anything yet..she thought kak pah was asking saje2 je..then we sat together and discuss about this..we were unconfident on doing the cookies..(yerla..nak mkn sendiri bole la..ni nak jual..ish..risiko tuh)..plus with the time..fuh...so at last we decided to give it a try..!yeah..!kami boleh..!!bole buat duit raya biarpon sorg dapat 20dirham je..(lebih kurg rm8)..tapi selain parent..sape lg nk kasi buta2 mcm tu..so today..right after marjan open it's door..we gonna buy the stuff and start baking..we only bake the simple type of cookies like chocolatechip cookies, mama carie(something like that) and conflake madu..so..wish us luck..!mintak2 la kuih ni jadi..huhu..xmo la hangus2 ke ape ke..

then about baju raya..mak asked my junior to pass me my baju raya since they are coming here soon..at first they said the flight will be before raya..so after hearing that..suke la sikit because x sangka..ade jugak baju raya..suddenly until today..their flight still not confirmed yet..waaaa...!!mana baju raya nih...!!!but alhamdulillah..mutiah..(one of my friend in Mohamedia) told that she bought me a green jubah..(she spent last summer holiday in malaysia)..bole laa..ade la jugak..huhu..tak sangka..because i just told her like this.."mut..klu ko jalan2 tibe-tibe nampak jubah cantik2 n murah2 tu..ko belikan la yer.."..so i don't have high expectation on it..sebab cakap gitu-gitu je..so to everybody..

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

{-cured-}

{-fully recovered-}

Alhamdulillah..after taking the medicine and stop drinking icy-cold water, I'm fully recovered..being sick is so boring..(tapi alhamdulillah..klu tak sakit..nnt jadi macam raja namrud pulak..takpe kifarah dosa..huhu)..my brain lost 45% of the ability on thinking creatively..but now..yay..!it has come back after the flu went off..huhu..elok2 je lps dah sihat, one of my Moroccan friends invite us to breakfast at her house..her father is an Imam at the nearest mosque at her house..so..our conversation is mainly towards Islamic..(huhu..senyum nampak gigi sikit)..as usual our main dish are harirah soup,boiled egg, and syabakiyah..

(in the bowl is harirah,in the middle of the table is murtabak morocco and at the end of the table is syabakiyah)

one thing that i respect Arabs is that they treat us like cousins..they even called us "ukht" or "akh" which means brother and sister..even if you go and buy groceries at the shop..u still called the sell person "khuya" for men or "ukhti" for women.Allah once told in Surah al-hujurat ayat 10

"The believers are brothers"

but if you go to the arab's house make sure you've prepare an empty stomach because they will stuffed you up with lots and lots of food until you want to cry (i don't know about others..but i always feel that way) tak best la kenyang2 sangat..rase macam perut nak terkoyak..

on the 27 day of ramadhan, the moroccans believe that it is the night of the lailatulqadar.So they will dress their young beautifully as a sign of grateful to Allah..it's like a parade..(huhu..ni pelik sikit)..so yesterday, after solat terawih at my friend's house, on the way back we watched the parade for a while..(tp sayang..xle tangkap gambar..ni pon gambar amik sorok-sorok gune handphone..dahla hp cap ayam je..)..but some of them spent their time at the mosque and pray..on that night the mosque will be open 24 hours..

{-bad flu-}

{-bad flu-}

i've been attacked by the flu..!!a really bad one..maybe because of the weather keep on changing frequently..cannot sleep because hidung tersumbat..!so at the meantime i was watching a malay drama entitle "kerana cintaku Saerah"..seriously..really touching..!berjaya menghujankan mata ini..!so uncool..!

haa..one more thing..a good friend of mine just created a blog..so care to visit..just click www.orgtua86.blogspot.com


good luck in searching the lailatulqadar..!

{-lailatulqadar-}

{the search of lailatulqadar-}


subhanallah..how time passes by so fast..dah smpi 10 akhir ramadhan..marilah kita sama-sama merebut maghfirah yang maha Esa..
Allah had stated in Al-quran in surah Al-qadr (makkiyyah)


1) indeed, We sent the Quran down during the night of decree(al-qadar)
2)And what can make you know what is the Night of decree
3) The night of decree is better than thousand month
4)The angle and the spirits descend therein by permission of their lord of every matter
5) Peace it is until the emergence of dawn

here's some tips from imam al-ghazali rahmatullah on how to get the night of decree(malam lailatulqadar)..

1) if first Ramadhan falls on Sunday or Wednesday, insyaAllah the lailatulqadar will be on the night of 29 ramadhan
2) if the first Ramadhan falls on Monday, insyaAllah the lailatulqadar will be on the night of 21 Ramadhan
3) if the first Ramadhan falls on Friday or Tuesday, insyaAllah the lailatulqadar will be on the night of 27 ramadhan
4) if the first ramahan falls on Thursday, insyaAllah the lailatulqadar will be on the night of 25 Ramadhan
5) if the first ramadhan falls on Saturday, insyaAllah the lailatulqadar will be on the night of 23 ramadhan

Sheikh Abu Hasaan once told the he never miss the lailatulqadar after follows this tips..(but that doesn't mean that we just concentrating on these days..make sure to do ibadah everyday)
this is taken from the book entitle Matla'il Badrain from the topic i'tikaf

"Allah has encompassed all the things in knowledge"-al-talaq:12

So lets us to the best in the search of lailatulqadar



so sambil-sambil update blog..dengar lagu raya..tetibe terdengar lagi ni..dari rabbani bertajuk ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan..subhanallah..tabarakallah sape yang menghargai bulan ramadhan..

ahlan wa sahlan wa marhaban
ahlan wa sahlan... marhaban
ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan

ramadhan menjelma lagi..
menghimpun rahmat dan maghfirah
bertambah keberkatannya
dengan amal ibadah
diri tunduk keinsafan
dan rasa berdosa
bulan kemuliaan
yang dikurniakan ini
usah biarkan berkatnya berlalu sia-sia saja
(ade arab..tp xdpt catch)
membasuhi daki dunia

sambutlah ramadhan dengan jiwa terbuka
seperti ketibaan orang yang kita cinta
dengan ucapan ahlan wa sahla
marhaban ya ramadhan

hati gembira
pintu terbuka
rahmat Allah yang maha besar

ditaburi mutiara
hikmah alquran
lantas dibelenggu
nafsu dan syaitan
didatangkan pula lailatulqadar
pengorbanan yang dibuat
balasannya syurga..


*we don't know are we able to celebrate next ramadhan..

{-nothing special-}

{-nothing special-}

i was thinking about updating my blog..as usual..before updating..i will replies all the comment at the chat box..suddenly..there was this..blogger friend..give me a link..without feeling suspicious..i click on the link..(yerla..dah org tu ckp mcm ni..sejauh mana iman anda..mmgla nak bukak..)..then tibe2 kuar mende yg x best..web ape ntah..malas r nak tgk..buat kurang pahala posa je..so i asked one of my friend..since she also knew the blogger..she said..maybe it's not him..bile cari2..mmg betul bukan orgnye..because he gave the same comment on HELWI's blog but he's not the one who writting it..maybe somebody teringin nak jadi dia..hurm...nowdays..mcm2 hal..lagi satu..nasib ko la budak..gmbo ko dah tersebar kat web..

{-tiring week-}

{-tiring week-}

been busy lately since the class have started..from morning till evening..sOoOo tired..dont have time to surf internet..just been able to check my emails..yerla..class start dari kul 9 pagi pastu abis dalam kul 5 petang..balik class je dah lembik..then lps bukak puasa..gi terawih..lps terawih..dah ngantuk..so..mmg xde masa nak update..huhu..time passes by so fast..today is the 16th of ramadhan..yesterday..the imam recite qunut..i don't know about other masjid but at the masjid that i use to go..he recited qunut after the solat terawih..not during the witir..kire mcm doa luar solat gitu..

on monday..i went to kenitra with chip and kakde..kak ana asked us to pick up some of her stuff..she is clearing her stuff since she is going back to malaysia this October..so dapatla harta sikit..hehe..we planned to go back straight away after breakfast..then entah mcm mana..after having a chat with kak ana..tak sedar yang dah pukul 8.30p.m..the last train to Rabat is on 9.26p.m..so we quickly dressed up and went to the train station..we took a cab from kak ana's house to the train station..tunggu punye tunggu satu taksi pon xde..dalam kul 9.15 baru dapat cab..when we arrived at the train station..the man said..the train to Rabat just left about two minutes ago..aduss..frustrated..the next train is on 2.15 a.m..so we decided to sleep over at kak ana's house..on the way back to kak ana's house..one of my emirate's friend called..she said that we have class that evening..waduh..apela..bile datang kuliah..lecturer lak tak datang..bile kite tak datang..dia plak datang..

so..the nextday..arrived at Rabat about 7.30 a.m since we took the train on 6.45 a.m..(lps subuh walaupon ngantuk..thn jugak..sbb takut terlepas train lagi..)..because i have class at 9.30 a.m..(klu tak..xdehal..)..so..as i've arrived home..baring jap..ngantuk betul..tak boleh bukak mata lansung..masyaAllah..pastu terjaga kul 9 a.m..quickly get ready to class..naik teksi because malas nak jalan..

me: assalamualaikum..khuya,ila kuliyyah adab fi madinah irfan..(mister..to literature and human science faculty in irfan)

taxi driver : wakho..insyaAllah..(ok..)

~tgh berangan~suddenly..

taxi driver : keynin shi haja fi ain-nik..(you have something at your eyes)

Ya Allah malunye..pastu ape lg..tenyeh la mata..takut2 ade taik mata ke..ish..hampeh tol..last2 nak tau ape??bulu mata rupenye..fuuhhh..

so..arrived at the university at 9.25 a.m..but my lecturer was late..after class..prayed zohor at the musolla..i met one of my good friend..she always helps me and gives me notes during the 2nd semester..(dah lama x jumpe dia)..she gave me something that is so precious..

she : i wanted to gave you this..i bought it during the summer holidays..i bought a small one so that it's easier for you to bring it everywhere..your name is shahirah right??

me : na'am..(yes)..syukrn jazilan..(thank you very much)

seriously..i forgot her name..i felt totally bad..ade ke patut lupe nama org yg selalu tolong kite..because before this i always called her.."the clever kid"..tak pon.."ya mujtahidah" (coverline..sbb taktau nama dia..kang kalau tanya..terasa hati pulak)..because she always hang-out with the genius and harkworking kids..huhu..

{-ramadhan experience-}

{-ramadhan experience-}

Salam Ramadhan..
Morocco starts fasting on friday..so today is the 6th day of Ramadhan..fasting in morocco is totally different from malaysia..like terawih..at my place in Rabat..the day before ramadhan..we will perform the terawih before solat fajr..and the day after as usuall..after solat isyak..and unlike malaysia..when solat terawih..between every 2 rakaat..there will be a selawat or doa..but here..no..after salam..start a new one..so..lps salam..terus bgn..waktu hari first tu..pening kepala..sebab laju betul..hehe..few masjid will perform terawih 10 rakaat after isyak..and 10 rakaat more before solat fajr..some just perform 8 rakaat..


1st day of ramadhan..


me and my housemate woke up for sahur at 3.50 am..subuh is about 4.30..after solat subuh..we recite the al-quran for a while together..and then sleep..hehe..chip cooked rendang for sahur..(terkejut betul..bangun2 je..ade rendang..hehe..mcm raya pulak..)..and for breakfast..we had chicken curry..our neighbour gave us Harirah soup..harirah is really famous during ramadhan..kire mcm bubur lambuk la..and syabakiah..syabakiah is like kerepek sira yang teramatlah manis tapi rasa rempah2 sikit..really hard to make syabakiah..then after solat maghrib..get ready to solat isyak and terawih..(kat masjid ni la solat 10 rakaat tu..laju betul..hehe..tp mmg terkejut sebab dalam 5 saf je..klu kat malaysia..mula2 ramadhan la penuh masjid..)


2nd day of ramadhan


we went to Kenitra to breakfast with kak ana..our senior..she is going back to Malaysia before Syawal..so we wanted to cherish some moment before she went back..so after solat maghrib..we went for terawih at Jamek Mashish..if you guys come to morocco..and would like to search for mosque..always say "jamek"..because diorg susah sikit nak faham klu kite kata masjid or musolla..jamek ni kire bhs pasar la..klu ckp masjid or musolla..diorg mesti ckp..haa??byk kali..and also because during the two eid..Moroccans perform the solat at a wide place which they called "musollah" (macam padang yang sangat3 besar pastu sembahyang raya reramai..so tu pasal diorg macam pelik kalau kita tanya mana musolla kalau hari2 biasa..maybe dia rase mcm buang tabiat ke budak ni nak sembahyang raya time asar..hari biasa lak tu)

the imam at this mosque recite the alquran beautifully..in Morocco..they recite the al-quran with riwayat warsh..we malaysian..recite the al-quran with riwayat hafs..they are few differences on these riwayat..we have 5 other riwayat qiraat..so nanti jangan pelik pulak bile dtg morocco..diorg baca alquran bunyi lain sikit..hehe..

3rd day of ramadhan..

we breakfast at kak ana's mak angkat's house..she is very close with malaysian student..because before this..there was a malaysian student live with her..(dlm thn 90 dulu)..so dia ni salafi saleh..salafi soleh ni adalah org yg hidup zaman rasulullah..dah sekitarnya..so lifestyle dia mmg sebiji mcm salafi saleh la..pakai tudung labuh..pakai purdah..laki pakai jubah singkat paras betis..(sebab ade hadis yg mengatakan x elok pakai jubah bawah buku lali atau meleret..)-nanti la i cari hadithnye..ade dlm buku ar-riyadul salihin penulisan imam nawawi..so mama kak ana ni mmg alim..xle tangkap gambar..tu yg xde pictures tu..tp diorg ni sangat baik..tak macam arab2 yg lain..pandai jaga hati..(arab ni..sense of humour diorg ni kurg sikit)..mmg best la lepak umah dia..for breakfast we have boiled eggs and harirah..then went for terawih..then after terawih we have malaysian food..(dia suruh kiteorg masak..sbb dia nak rasa masakan org melayu..)

4th day of ramadhan...

went back to Rabat because there was a kenduri buka puasa held at my senior's house..so need to help a bit..then after terawih..lepak with the kids..(anak kak rozy and anak kak ana..)..seriously..they've turn my house into a battle field..argh..!!diorg lepak at my house because the senior's house ade ramai guests..i saje lps terawih terus balik because malas nak sesakkan rumah tu..


5th day of ramadhan..


i cooked today..terlewat bgn sahur..tgk jam..dah pukul 4..mmg cuak la..bgn2 je..tengok nasi kat dalam rice cooker..ade lg ke tak..pastu terus masak nasi..sebb xde lansung nasi..tgk dalam peti..telur takde..sardin pon xde..terpaksa masak ayam..dahla ayam still beku..basuh ayam..pastu masak ayam goreng..dahla ayam beku lg..hentam letak kunyit n garam..nasib baik tak meletup kuali..hehe..pastu mkn panas2..nasib baik sempat nak sahur..hehe..lps ni nak masak byk terus utk berbuka n bole mkn sekali time sahur..for berbuka i cooked ayam sambal..(my favourite..hehe) and sayur kobis masak lemak..mule2 nak masak gulai lemak labu..tapi labu dah abis..huhu..so selamba ganti dgn kobis..ekeke..

so okla..nak siap2 utk berbuka..jgn biarkan ramadhan berlalu dgn begitu shj..hiasinya dgn ibadah..allahu alam bissawab..

{-welcome ramadhan-}

{-welcome ramadhan-}

time pass by so fast..now the holy month of ramadhan has come..i just came back from Hilton hotel..in Rabat of course..because there was an ocassion regarding malaysian's independence day..(lambat sikit celebrate coz ade byk hal..)..so students need to wear the national clothes..(baju kurung and baju melayu..siap dgn smpin..)..so on the way back..we took the taxi..chip asked the taxi driver how's ramadhan in morocco..

then he answered "mumtaz..mumtaz jiddan.."

chip.."erk..jarang nak dengar orang morocco puji negara diorg"~kata chip dlm ati..(ni dia yg ckp kat kiteorg td time dia story telling)

taxi driver: mumtaz..ramadan fil maghrib mumtaz..an-nisa biduni hijab..mumtaz.."(translation: marvellous..ramadhan in morocco is marvellous..women without scarf..marvellous..)~chip cite..mamat ni siap angkat ibu jari nak tunjuk betapa hebatnye..rupe2nye dia perli..huhu..

about traffic in morocco..jgnla cube nak bayang..they are crazy drivers!!..drive with the speed limits..jalanraya dah macam litar sepang..ingat org malaysia je suka merempit..rupa2nye org morocco pon same..but two things i respect about morocco..car accident are rarely happen here..(jarang sangat2..klu accident sekali tu mmg konferm teruk la..)..and one more thing is..traffic jam also rarely happen..(mmgla..diorg ni..ikut hati diorg..klu diorg rase tu jln diorg..jgnla simpan hasrat nak over take ke hape..alamat bengkok la kereta encik..dia peduli ape..)..one way pon bole jadi two ways..tp diorg ni mmg cekap la..bukan ape..kan diorg bwk kete mcm nak retak tar jalan tuh..tapi klu ade org lintas ke..ape2 ke kat dpn diorg tu..diorg sempat break..klu org msia..melatah dulu baru break..huhu..

so to all muslims..Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan..!!

{-our life-}

{-our life-}

life must go on..mak always says that..that no matter what happened..you have to face it..and these words help me a lot..sometimes, i wish that i have the power to turn back the time and erase all mistakes that i've done..but to think again..why should i..i should just start a new and better life..i totally agree that truth really hurts..but sometimes it is sweet..my ustaz once said.."sebesar mana dosa yg telah kite lakukan..besar lg pintu taubat yg terbuka untuk kita"..means..that Allah is Maha pengasih dan maha pengampun..

ayuh kembali ke sekolah..!!
xtau nape mlm ni setiok sikit..the class insyaAllah going to start next monday..so..my holiday has ended..(alaaaa..nak cuti lagi..)..my housemate were out..i'm not in the mood to join them..just sat in front of my hubby(laptopku..!!) and watch some japanese drama..(yerla..nnt dah stat class dah xle tgk dah..huhu)..today is my mak's birthday..sweet 17th..(saje amik hati..hehe)..mak..u always young,hip and happening to me..you are the queen of my heart..love u always..muah1000x..eid milad said..kullu sannah wa anti alf khier..ud'u an Allah sayughfil lik..wa sayughfil li..wa sayughfir lana..insyaAllah..

{-been tagged-}

waa..i've been tagged..sorry miss zati for the late update..huhu..fuh..soalan2 dia ni bole thn gak rumit..(ecece..)

so here goes..

1) 4 THING THAT SCARES ME?
(actually ade byk..but then dia mintak 4 je..)

• menghadap yang MAHA BESAR
• kene marah dgn mak n bapak
• starvation..(hehe..takut gak klu lapar..)
• MATI
  

2) 4 people that make me laugh

• kids..(below 8 years old..diorg ni cakap merepek2)
• my family..
• my schoolmates
• org2 yg ngantuk tersengguk-sengguk bile ade program..(selalunye time seminar yg penceramah dia syok sendiri bile bercakap)

3) 4 things that i love

• my al-quran terjemahan siap ade tajwid..(mak belikan sblm bertolak ke morocco..thanx mak..!!)
• my hubby..(which is my laptop)
• my camera
• keIKHLASan dalam segala hal

4) 4 things that i hate

• sakit perut sblm nak gi kelas
• kene tipu
  
• tak mandi pagi
• saat duit habis..(sangat membenci saat ini)

5) 4 thing i don't understand

• org morocco cakap bahasa pasar diorg dgn speed yg x menentu
• kenapa tiket nak balik msia mahal sgt??
• kenapa madam umah atas ni suka marah2 kiteorg kalau kiteorg bising sikit tp diorg punye kenduri kawen yg x beragak bisingnye tu kiteorg bole tahan..sabar je..
  
• kenapa laki yg hensem2 mejoriti gay??(ni ha..aku ade..xmo pilih..)

6) 4 things on my desk

• tabung..(yg ade duit syiling tp x penuh2..)
• beg sekolah..
• buku yg bersepah2..(dah kemas..tp asyik bersepah..xtau nape..hehe)
• CD movie..

7) 4 things i'm doing right now

• bincang nak pindah umah..
• jawab mende alah ni
• picit2 kepala..
  
• dengar nasyid aeman-pujian
  

8) 4 thing i want to do before i die

• bawak my family round the world
• have kids and live happily ever after with a handsome,cute,kacak,macho husband(hehe..acah je..nak yg baik,kuat iman, sanggup terima baik-buruk n yg plg penting mencintai diriku kerana Allah yg Maha Esa-eceh)..
• konker at least 10 different languanges
• get my PhD..(bukan perasaan hasad dengki mahupun penganggur harapan dunia yea..)

9) 4 things that describe my personality

• mulut speed kalah F1..(pengalaman yg mengajarku utk berlaku demikian)
• seorg yg unpredictable
• kalau tak suka satu mende i hanya diamkan sahaja..(sebab kalau luahkan..nnt takut org lain terasa pulak..)
  
• love to challenge

10) 4 thing i can't do

• xle nak cakap "tidak" jika makcik2@org yg dah tua mintak tolong walaupun dlm keadaan sgt penat,sakit hati,bengang atau keadaan yg x mengizinkan..sbb dulu mak selalu pesan..jgn kedekut tenaga..!!
  
• beli stuff yg berharga lebih dr rm300..(x mampu la..duit poket pon parent yg tanggung)
  
• makan sambil tido..(klu tido sambil makan bole..sbb tgh ngigau..)
• bercakap tanpa henti selama 2 hari

hurm..nak tagged sape plak yer??haa..
bersediala anda yg telah ditag..
oleh yg demikian..mereke yg terpilih adalah..:

• sis AZAH
• my busukest sister
• pakcik MZ
• drNO

{-shock mode-}

{-shock mode-}

yesterday..during breakfast with kak ana..(she's my senior..)..she said that she is scared of teenagers nowdays..she read at the newspaper on the internet about girls riding motorcycle and at the same time depriving their tank-top..(wow..)..hurm..takut pulak..

then later on the evening..i have a pet chat with zaie through Yahoo messenger..she is one of my close friend in highschool..we use webcam to see each other..(windu sama dia..)..

then she asked me.."how's my new look?"..

then i replied.."wow..u looked matured.."

"biasalah..dah jadi mak.."-zaie

i was curios..nobody told me that she's married..so i told.."ish..bile ko kawen??x bagitau pon.."

"tak kawen pon..dah terberanak..nak buat mcm mane.."

"huh??ko biar betol.."

"betol la..tak caya sudah.."

"ish..bohong la ko..anak ko dah brp bulan?"

"erk..bukan ko ke yang selalu kelentong aku time school dulu..anak aku dah nak masuk 7 bulan dah"

~hehe..last time..i love to play around with zaie..because she is so blur..~

"ish..itu dulu..lagipon bukannye aku tipu bende yg serius-serius mcm ni..ish..aku tetap tak caya..meh sini..aku nak tgk gmbar anak ko.."

"ni haa..nampak tak??"




seriously..mmg x percaya pon ape dia ckp..but it can be true..and it also can be tipu..so i called my other friend..neni..i asked neni..is zaie pregnant and had gave birth already??she replied.."ala..xyah caya la..aku satu matrik dengan dia..tak nampak pon dia bunting..klu nak kata anak dia dah tujuh bulan..kiteorg pon baru je abis matrik..dia 'gula-gula' ko la.."

continue chatting with zaie..
"kurang asam..ko tipu aku yea??"

"hahaha..tak sangka ko percaya..padan muka..tu la..dulu kau suke sangat sakat aku kan??akhirnye dapat jugak aku revenge.."

"ceh..hampeh tol.."

"ish..mintak dijauhkan tuhan la..kalau nak beranak pon..biarla yg sah..doakan aku jadi budak baik tau.."

"hehe..insyaAllah..ko pon same..doakan aku kuat iman..tak cepat hanyut"

"amin.."

~so after a few while later..the conversation ended since it's 1 a.m in malaysia..entah gmbo anak sape entah dia bedal..~

{-karma-}

i was not in the picture because have something else to do

{-karma-}

it's been a while i didn't update my blog..no reason for that..just being lazy..(huhu..hampeh tol budak ni..)..yesterday i have a pet chat with my schoolmate..really close one..miss all my darling friends when i was in PLKN and in high school..last time when i was in high school..i have this group of friend which was very naughty...seriously..really naughty ones..huhu..(geleng kepala sikit..)..pendek kata..rotan tu dah biasa kalau kene betis ni..but one thing that we learnt ..no matter what..we never lawan ckp our teachers..we always have respect to them..(kiteorg ade macam cogan kata la dulu.."pandai buat pandai tanggung"..huhu..so klu kantoi ape2..nasib la..)..and maybe because of that..alhamdulillah all of us get to further our studies..all of our teacher was like.."x sangka..si kutu2 tu bole masuk Uni.."it's like eventhough we were so naughty..but the relationship between teachers and student is still close..(no heart feelings la klu kene rotan pon..muahahah..)..just imagine..get out of the hostel without permission..(dulu kiteorg panggil "fly") just to buy nasi goreng kampung and drink slurpy at 7-eleven..dahla perempuan..or go to our friend's house which she is a out-sider(kire x duduk hostel la..) just to watch astro..because my school has this really strict laws which is cannot go out of the hostel without parents..and not allowed to watch tv only on sundays..(dulu dah form 5 mana macho klu parents datang..kunun dah besar la..klu parents datang pon mainly nak bagi duit or bring delicious food for us..lgpon..parents mana nak dtg dah bile umur mcm tu..)..we have various attitude..like my case..i love to sleep..they called me "sleeping beauty" or "fitrah"..because in pendidikan syariah islamiah's book says that fitrah is "sesuatu yg semulajadi wujud dalam diri manusia itu untuk kebaikan diri manusia itu sendiri"..(they said kununnye the fitrah for me is sleeping..)..gi class tido..balik class pon tido..time prep pon tido jugak..(which is study time..when in hostel they have this times specially for student to study)..i can give-up food..but not sleep..until one day..i was in biology laboratory..all of my classmates was doing experiment..me..i was playing snooker..(tido yg satu tangan lurus ke depan lagi satu tangan alas kepala..)..suddenly my biology teacher(which also my mathematics teacher when i'm in form 1) said" Lailaha illallah..shahirah..!!!ko ni..dari form 1 sampai la ke form 5..tido je keje..xpe..lps SPM nanti ko tdo la puas-puas..takyah bangun2 dah.."..(time lps kene sergah tu terkejut jugak..semua my classmate pandang..before this diorg buat biasa je because i selalu kene tegur..but i can't help it..mungkin sebab mkn nasi kawah kot..tu yang asyik mengantuk je..huhu)all of my class-mate was curios how can i sleep in the laboratory with the uncomfortable chairs and the noise..(hurm..nak wat mcm mane..dah bakat kat situ..huhu)..but alhamdulillah..that attitude has flown away..time change me a lot.."ya Allah..perkasakanla imanku..perkuatkanla amalanku..perhebatkanla ilmuku.."

{-the project-}

{-the project-}

i can't sleep..so i surf the internet..don't know what to do..then i was surfing at mamafami's fotopages..(suke gi fotopages dia sebab ade gambar makanan yang sedap2 and always make me hungry..)..so while i was reading the recipes there..then i was seduced by the chocolate chips cookies..seems like all the ingredients are available..(gi cari kat kedai runcit dekat dgn umah ni..)..chocolate chip is too expensive..so what i've done is chop the chocolate bar into small pieces..i also add up some cocoa powder..just to make it a little bit more brown..(ade ke patut one of my fren kata gmbar ni mcm burger..sabar je la..)

the ingredients:

• 2 1/4 cups of flour
• 1 teaspoon of salt
• 1 cup of margerine
• 3/4 cup of white sugar
• 3/4 cup of brown sugar
• 1 teaspoon of vanilla essence
• 2 eggs
• 2 cups of chocolatechips
• 1 teaspoon of backin powder

the methods:

1. Sift flour,backing powder and salt
2. In a big bowl,cream margerine and both sugar.Add in eggs and then vanilla essence.Beat till creamy.
3. Add in the dry ingredient,little at a time.
4. add in chocolate chips and nuts
   
5. Using 2 spoons,scoop a bit of soft dough onto the backing tray
6. Bake in a preheated oven at 150 degrees for 10-15 minutes

{-happy weekends_}

{-happy weekend-}


my house ran out of food..in the fridge are only butters and tomatoes..(beras pon xde)..Alhamdulillah..there were flour and speggati left..we don't have time to go to the market..like this weekend we was at Kak Rozy's house..(her husband works at the Malaysian Embassy)..all 11 of us spent the weekend there..until Monday..so at night we were still "kenyang"..then yesterday..there were nothing to eat for breakfast..so Dilla went out to buy some bread..then for dinner..since everybody was so hungry..i volunteer to cook..(actually we have timetable for chef.. i'm on duty on mondays)..there were nothing in the fridge..(bawang pon tinggal separuh..)..so i boiled some speggaties..and fried some cucur manis..again i invented my own recipe..yay..!(bakat tersepit..)..last weekend we went to the zoo..this is my second time..the zoo was so big..bigger than the Zoo Negara in Malaysia..but Malaysia have more animal than here..here they don't have fishes..(why??i love fish so much..not for dine but for pets..for dine i love chicken drumsticks..)..all the animal here are so big..i was so shock when i saw the rhinoceros..seriously like a mini dinosaur..the elephants..wow..!!subhanallah..


this is a mix of donkey and zibra..the lion was sleeping..(ala..boring betul..the first time i came they were roaring..seriously the whole zoo could hear..so loud..!!)
the bear was getting slimmer than the last time..i wonder why..hmm..
and last monday it was morocco's public holiday..so kak rozy took me to the "exotic garden in Sale, Rabat"..seriously i don't know that this garden exist..hehe..(cantik..just like Malaysia..)..x sangka morocco pon ade garden..sebab kat sini mcm padang pasir since near to the Sahara dessert..