hehe..kan last thursday my lecturer didn't come on my presentation then yesterday she said..
"ismahliya liannani lam ati fi yamn khamis al-madhi 'ala sabab al-jaw wa duyuf atau 'indi..ismahliya bizzaff..=i'm sorry because i'm absent last thursday because the weather was wet and there was guests at my house..i'm so sorry"
me (shocked..!!what??a teacher said sorry??weird..but cool though..hehe)
la' ustazah..masyi musykil..=no..no problem
lecturer : walakin wash dirti ard diyalik? (bahasa pasar) tapi klu bahasa arab fushah(classic) walakin hal qumti 'arduki?= but have you presented your presentation?
me : na'am
lecturer : mizyan = marvelous..(she smiles..i was soooo shocked..because she was known as the most fierce lecturer..dengan dia ni jgn r main-main..ade yg melalak nanti)
me : syukran ustazah..
lecturer : izan..uktubi li arduki wa a'tini hu..sorfi?= if that so..please write it for me and pass it up..ok?
me : insyaAllah..syukran ya ustazah
lecturer : al-'afu = you're welcome (you also can use 'afwan)
waaa...mcm mimpi la..mungkin ini la dinamakan rahmat mengulang..actually i have to repeat my first semester's subject..because there was a little problem with my marks..suddenly my mid-term paper was missing so they don't know how much i get..so automatically my final on that subject have a little bit problems..(sebab satu subjek ada masalah..kene ulang 4 subject..)..there was another problem with my other subject..tak cukup 0.4 markah..so x lulus..huhu..so this semester i have to study 13 subjects..(six subjects from the first semester)..penaaat sangat2..tu yang exam tak menentu..
at first i was so sad..then my ustaz said.."redha..nanti akan ketemu manisnya...ada beza antara pasrah dan redha..jika kita pasrah..kite akan mempersoalkan apa yang telah diutuskan tapi jika kita redha..kita akan memikirkan bahawa setiap ape yang Allah utuskan itu adalah yang terbaik buat kita"..
Allah once told in the holy Al-quran in surah Al-baqarah ayat 153 : O who have believed,seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient "
if we look back at the ayat, Allah said "ya ayyuhal lazina amanu" means for those who are muslim that believed in Allah..(because there are also muslim but don't believe in him..)..if we think for a minute..why Allah didn't said "ya ayyuhan nas" means to everybody which is muslim or non-muslim.. there are differences between "ya ayyuhan nas" and "ya ayyuhal lazina amanu"
"ya ayyuhal lazina amanu" (ayat which starts with this phrase is after the light of Islam came..mostly it is dedicated to the believer)
"ya ayyuhan nas" (ayat which starts with this phrase is before the light of Islam came and dedicated to the non-believer)
ok..back to the ayat..yes..the non-muslim can be patient but the muslim have their own strenght that is prayers..and this ayat is specially dedicated to the muslims..to be strong on everything.. and always remember that Allah is always with us..
Allah also told in surah Al-tallaq ayat 7 "Allah will bring about, after hardship,ease"..
don't get fed-up..because sometimes we don't see it(the ease)..but if we sit back and relax..and think(muhasabah).. insyaAllah..we can see it..hidup ini penuh dengan hikmah..like myself..seriously..i really wanted to learn tajwid..but to find the real sheikh is a bit hard since i'm a girl..(klu laki takpe la..bole gi umah diorg..tak pon bole talaqqi terus..)..then tetibe sem ni..kebetulan ade subject tu..dah la takyar bayar..dengan ustazah pulak tu..dia betulkan makhraj huruf..mmg best la..rahmat mengulang..pastu my lecturer lebih syg..(teacher's pet..huhu)..and byk lagi la..dan yang paling penting..ilmu tu lebih difahami..subhanallah..
so..bersabarla..dan berdoa kerana ia senjata orang mukmin..