{sad..sad..sad..}

{sad..sad..sad..}

So SAD..Feel like wanna cry..!!to take care both heart..but my heart hurts..mcm mane ni???

{-happy birthday to her-}

{-happy birthday to her-}


hehe..actually i miss my blog so much..so curi2 masa sikit nak update..(skrg tgh lunch hour)..nobody at the office..only me and the cleaning lady..everybody go for lunch..(me??bajet laa..biasiswa x masuk lg..huhu..so bawak bekal..got some bread which i bought lastweek..nasib baik x berkulat lg..huhu..mcm ni la..bila duduk jauh dgn parents..pastu xde duit..xpe..nnt bila masuk biasiswa..daku la org plg kaya..muhahaha..!!!)..

ish..tgh2 update blog..tetibe ade customer dtg..dah la entah pape..x faham2..aku kata plan umah xde lg..nnt br dikuarkan...x faham2 gak..dah la kene cakap ulang2..den cukup x suke kalau kene ckp ulang2..(rasenye dah ckp sefus-hah yang mungkin dah..)..cubit smpi lebam kang br tau..dah la dia maki cleaning lady td..kesian dia..dia nak tgk ape daku buat..ish..kayo je lebih..kang jd mcm siqarun tu baru ko tau..

after the customer left..i tought the cleaning lady few malay words like "kakak".."makcik"..(cukupla..2 perkataan satu hari..nnt lupe plak..)..the cleaning lady's name is Rabiah..she is so kind..so starting from now i will not called her Rabiah anymore..i'll call her "makcik rabiah"..(suke sgt dia..sbb org arab ni..mak ayah diorg pon panggil nama je)..

actually wanted to tell what happen last sunday..but then lunch hour nak abis dah..nevermind la..next time i'll tell..(ni semua sbb si belagak tu..)..anyway...yesterday is my housemate's birthday..happy birthday fie..!!haha..awk je yg dah umur 21..kami semua 19 thn lg..(yerla..like myself consider 19 la..sbb belum birthday lg..hehe.. :-P)

{-K.E.R.J.A-}

to celebrate my "adulthood" thingy, i searched a job and got one..a real cool one which is totally not in my field (islamic studies)..weekdays i need to do admin jobs like typing and labeling the assets, counting and many more..and on weekend i do sales(selling house to moroccan people)..i worked in a Malaysian company called Al-hidayah Development (the first Malaysian company that arrived in morocco..yerla..sape la nak wat bisnes kat morocco ni..ade yg x pernah dgr morocco tu kat mane..kecik ati den yg bljr kat sini)..

so the firstday went well..but the second day was cooooler than the firstday which i can drive the company's car..!!how cool is that..!!so i drove from Tamesna(where's the company's project is situated) to Rabat(but not to my house because it's a bit dangerous driving in Morocco's city..yerla daku pon bawak kete macam perempuan mabuk..huhu..sebab dah setahun setengah tak bawak kereta..pulak tu lepas dapat lesen..bawak kete auto..mana bawak manual..dapat lak kete kompani..kete manual..memang tunggang-langgang la..).but whatever it is my boss is so coool..!!

i really respect my boss..(dalam atiku berkata patutla dia ni kayo..baik ghupenye)..yerla..satu perkara yg plg membuatkan ku takjub adelah prinsip dia..he always washes his own plate whenever he finishes his meal..he said that "i always dreamed to be an important man in this life..rich..famous..so when i've become one..i can't do gardening..because i'm scared if i don't have time for it or something else..i can't do cleaning..surely i've paid somebody to do that for me..so..one thing that's left for me is washing my own plate.."

everyday he will come to work early..earlier than his employees..(segan gak daku)..suddenly i remembered what my mommy said..(mak cukup pantang kalau kiteorg sambung tdo lps solat subuh..tak pon bangun lambat..dia kata kalau nak rezeki murah..bangun awal-awal pagi..sembahyang..doa..pastu kalau takde keje..cari keje..yang penting JGN tdo..!!kalau arwah nenek lg la..mmg dia bebel pastu bgtau satu dunia kalau dia nampak cucu perempuan dia tido bukan pada waktunya..(bagus gak dia wat mcm tu..pedoman..huhu)..then one day..time tu on the way nak gi sekolah..the distance from my house to my school is quite far..rawang dengan KL..dulu nak gi rawang takde highway..macam skrg..so memang jauh la..keluar umah dalam kul 4 pagi camgitu..tetibe sampai kat satu trafic light*kat gombak*..sebelah my mommy's car ade satu kereta besar ni..driver dia org cina..pakai kot..kemas..sikat rambut semua la..maybe on the way nak gi keje kot..pastu mak cakap "sheah..tengok tu..macam mane diorg ni tak kaya..kul 4 pagi dah bangun gi keje.."

if we looked back to the al-quran in surah an-naba' ayat 10-11..Allah told us that

10. And made the night as clothing
11. And made the day for livelihood


so from here we understand that..night is symbolize as clothing which means we do something relaxing..like sleep..qiammullail..so night is the time for us to relax..and day time is for us to live alive..cari rezeki and so on..

{-bye 2007-]

alhamdulillah..a new year has come..may this year be better than the previous years..one of my uncle said that "semalam adalah sejarah dan esok adalah teka-teki" so to solve that "teka-teki" we must try our best to get the answer..(yerla..mcm selalu kite main teka-teki..mesti la nak fikir betul2 untuk dapatkan jawapannya)..

new year..some celebrate it with joyful..having fun..and some of them celebrate it with bacaan yasin or solat hajat and some of them just do nothing..(huhu)..

there was this hadith which it's "mafhum" is little bit like this (yerla..klu lafaz salah..kan dah dikira orang yang tak dobit(tepat)..)

sabda Nabi Muhammad salallahu alaihi wassalam"barangsiapa yang hari ini lebih baik dari semalam digolong dalam golongan orang yang beruntung..barangsiapa yang hari ini sama dengan semalam digolong dalam golongan orang yang rugi..dan barangsiapa yang semalam lebih baik dari hari ini digolong dalam golongan orang yang celaka"

try to do this every night before u sleep..think(muhasabah)..which one is u..and put an affort to create "tomorrow will be a better day"..insyaAllah..(bukan sahaja berkaitan dengan prihal harian..tetapi termasuk juga amalam kita kepada Allah..)


yesterday was my last day in the age of 19..(lps ni dah puluhan dah..ala..hilang dah belasan tahun..hurm..tua dah..to myself..welcome to adulthood..huhu)